This is week 11 for semester 5 now~

won't be so stressful this few days~

in case all coursework have already finished by this week~

however, i still gotta prepare for final examination~

4 more week to go, thus final appear~

thanks god let me recognize u~

a girl that i knew recently~

u look quite especial actually~

i dun know how much time i would invest on u~

but i really wanna know something abt u more~

cause u made me so curious n mysterious~

hope u also felt the same feeling as me~

this is week 7 in semester 5~

tomoro having a business economic mid-term test~

really hard to concentrate on it (no mood)~

hope final won't be like that again~

i really dun know what m i thinking now~

sometime my mind turn into blank at the sudden~

i felt sleepy during every classes~

unless i drank a cup of coffee in the early morning~

coffee now become my habit drink~

Back muar on this Friday too~

still thinking abt the speech held on next friday~

dunno whether wanna attend or not~

if i attend, i think i have to stay KL a weekend~

but the talk quite interesting i think~

is abt The Legend is Born IP MAN Book Signing & Martial Art Seminar~

hope this semester move faster~

thus, final then holiday& new year come~

The end of the day.............

今天既然心血来潮来update blog~

因为昨天已有写了一些~

明天就回麻坡了~

拜五没课咯（deepavali）~

不知道为什么我觉得自己越来越不了解自己~

头脑不知道每天想些有的没的~

总觉得自己越来越笨了~

mind reader 这个称号不再适合我~

而且我到最近才知道什么是我真正想要的~

对于你的事，我只能对你说抱歉~

虽然已对你说过了~

但心里还有些耿耿于怀~

真的谢谢你还当我是好朋友~

毕竟当时我不应该做错决定~

我真的很开心又多了个知己~

我觉得朋友比情人处的舒服~

因为朋友是永远的~

也许我现在还不适合谈恋爱吧~

可能我真的不够资格再去爱~

所以我做了决定~

在我还没想清楚前~

我不会再乱乱来~

因为我再不想害到更多的人~

好失落的一天~

the end of the day..............

long time no see, my blog~

abt few month felt a bit sienz to update it~

since, today quite bored n i ored did the things i need to do~

this is semester 5 now~

having a quite freedom week at KL here~

dun know why this sems i think not so busy compare to previous one~

maybe i have ored bear it as usual~

now is week 6, coursework will come after that~

i think i will be in situation and busy like hell again~

In this semester, i changed a little bit different on my hair style~

felt regret after i saw it~

dun know why i so brave and impulse at that time~

is not very ugly, but looks weird~

everyone look at it where i appeal~

hope it can grows faster~

The end of the day...............

Finally, week 14 for this semester~

almost finish in this semester 4 in year 2~

and Final exam coming soon~

will be held on 25th august 2010~

the first subject is Management Accounting Fundamental(MAF)~

a bit fear for this kind of subject~

cause all questions are calculation one~

hope i can score as well as my mid-term test~

the last day of my exam is on 3rd September~

i think will back Muar as soon as possible~

cause need to save some money from celebration end of the exam~

or travel to any places after that~

and because of someone so i need to back Muar soon~

i miss ''her" much and hope her emotion can same as me also loh~
the end of the day~~

My love is like an ocean,
It goes down so deep,
My love is like a rose,
Whose beauty you want to keep.

A busy week 11 for this semester~

Felt boiling hot just like summer day~

cause yesterday went to Melaka Wonderland~

friend include ron, cb, th, dc and sz~

quite good because didn't swimming or play in water abt half of a year~

but got a bit expensive~

hence nothing much pool facilities can play~

cost abt RM30 per person~

and need to rent the boat RM20~

quite quite expensive wow~

this Thursday got FA mid-term test~

get ready for it ored~

but afraid the question too hard~

and lack of confidence~

hope can past through quickly~

The end of the day~

This is the 10th week for the semester~

felt stress and anxious in doing all the coursework~

next week having two mid-term test,

two project need to pass up~

walau ehh pressure enlargement liao~

Year 2 really not like previous year~

really need to work hard loh~

or else gotta say bye bye to my journey of studies~

Hope these kind of trouble will passed away immediately~

Stresses here, stresses there~
Mounting stresses everywhere~
Put them all in separate files~
Stretch them out for miles and miles~

The end of the day..................

Last week quite busy n also lazy to update blog~

so write up in this week together~

nothing fresh during last week~

and having a BBQ at my house there~

actually is my 1st sis's birthday party~

but because of my grandma haven passed away through 1 year~

so automatically can't celebrate any "happy'' event loh

however, we all having a nice Saturday night~

I invite some friends include hao, cb, sh & dc~

they feel a bit shy at the begining~

fortunately, they can join all my relative in nature~

Just now ored slept abt 7 hour from 11am to 5pm~

cause yesterday watch the Final live Worldcup till 5am~

only have 3 hour to bed~

cause need to back KL~

so awake at 8am in this morning ~

no enough sleep liao loh~

thus, reached KL here sleep in the immediate time~

and then miss up one lecture~

the end of the day................

Now, I reached my lovely hometown ored~

felt comfortable much better than KL~

cause i no need to worry abt any housework~

my mum would help me to handle it~

heiheihei, thanks much my dear mum~

I have heard that BY2 will go to Mahkota Parade at Melaka~

dun know whether wanna go or not yet~

depend on my friends (cb, sh, ron)~

and will be back KL soon on monday~

The end of the day...........

一个悠闲的礼拜天~

刚刚和豪, 文, 烧, 慧去了Time Squares走走~

过后载了他们车站，就回来了~

这个礼拜终于没回麻坡了~

但是我觉得更没时间咯~

因为昨天上云顶玩了整天~

是累到要死的说~

还差点生病

但真的很好玩一下下勒~

这次,虽然我还是很怕死~

但我这次尝试了一些以前都不敢玩的东西~

有机会还想再上去玩看看~

上个星期考完了mid-term的其中一科（FCCA）

这个星期还有(Tax), (MAF) 要考~

又是要吃书了~

考完这两科应该会轻松一点了吧~

the end of the day........

今天上了一整天的课~

非常累的说~

所以在上 Taxation 的课的时候睡觉了~

整份note都没抄到~

不过刚才去Metroview找永建借来抄了~

下个礼拜mid-term 了~

MAF, FCCA, TAX~

看来我又要开始吃书了~

这个礼拜要回麻坡了~

因为是父亲节咯~

还不知道要怎样孝敬老豆~

可能带他去吃一顿吧~

虽说是父亲节~

但我爸爸已经买了新手机给我~

sony ericsson satio

谢谢老豆~

老实说，可以当出生在这个家庭~

我觉得很幸运~

尤其是能当我爸爸和妈妈的孩子~

奉承的话，我都不会说~

因为我觉得行动实际点~

我会努力努力再努力~

向我的目标前进~

It's Wednesday again............

a heavy rain go through,

although it was a raining day,

i still went to cinema for movie,

''Prince of Persia", no bad actually,

but until the last part, i feel so cold~~

because the ending shows that

everything return back to to begining,

walau ehh, it 's very outrageous loh,

when the prince press the switch from

the top of the dagger, everything turns back

to the past, it just like a dream.

By the way, the movie really not bad lah,

at least the story is quite attracting,

next week is the ''Karate kids" shows

i m waiting for it........

I did everything as usual,

school, meal, online, bed etc,

This week also the same,

back Muar back Muar, v Ron

the reason is because is the Festival of ''duan wu jie''

this year my home did't make '' ba zhang'' to pray,

but i still wanna try some,

hop+ing.............

the end of the day....................

Today feel sleepy during the lecture class,

kong mong again, sienz much~ fortunately,

my friends yong jian& wei jye can teach me,

and i think that the exam still have a distance to near by..............

After school, reached home d abt 4pm,

quite tired lol, then i take a nap til my friends

come and we go dinner at "shun shun lai" again.

I order my most familiar mee = curry mee(-.-) .

Actually, i was afraid to eat the same tastes of mee ored,

cause i went there at least once a week,

but my friends like it very much~

I hope they dun ask me go there for meal in recently time...........

About 7pm, we go Wangsa Wall to watch a movie

called "hapi go lucky" at the cinema.

The movie quite nice and we enjoyed ourselves.

This week back Muar again, and my dad' s birthday is this Friday wow,

Unlucky, my grandma just passed away, so we can't celebrate it.

Anyway, I think Grandma had ored give u a nice present. hahaha~

Dad, i wish u hapi birthday and everyday go lucky, love u much also~

The end of the day.......................

haiz~爱睡觉的一天，昨天陪他们（潮文，川豪，汉堡）

赌麻将赌到4.30, 靠~从10.30晚上赌到凌晨4.30,

是有够sienz的咯，今天睡到下午12.00才起身，好像没睡这样。

下午想说可以做点功课，但是刚刚做到第一题，就想睡下去，

就收收一下去看戏算了，没办法咯~不会做还不用紧啊，但不会还爱睡才是死。

第一个礼拜的lecture因为阿嫲去世所以miss到完，

第二个礼拜去上课的时候就kong mong到完了， 什么鸟都不懂，

tutorial也hang pa lang不会做, 死火咯~ 只好下个礼拜去学校请教朋友吧！

明天就回去KL了，想到就是很sienz的咯，

因为又是一大堆的tutorial questions 和assignments要做。

也许我该学会放手，

因为继续的执着，

到头来还是没结果~

但我真的不想骗自己，

我过不了自己的那关~

现在的我，

就想一棵枯萎的花朵，

就算用大量的水把我灌溉，

到头来，我还是不会开花~

the end of the day..........

第一章的日记，也是在家中最疼我的阿嫲去世的第七天，

说真的，当我听到她过世的消息时，我不是很伤心的说，

因为很早就有心理准备了吧！过去的三年里，她不幸的患上老人痴呆症，

那时我就已经知道她日子不多了，但我也只能多些看看她。

5月18日也就是她的忌日，当天我就从KL赶了回来，

到Muar的时候，已经是晚上七点了，换了一身全蓝的衣服（戴孝），

就到海南会馆（殡仪馆）去了，我走到棺材边，看着她慈祥的脸孔，

很欣慰的听到亲戚们说她是笑喪。

我本以为我很坚强也很能忍耐，伤心是肯定的，但我没想到出宾的那一天，

在封馆的那一刻，几乎全部人都哭了，

而我也是在听到一首我一直以来都不看听的歌而哭了，

那就是阿嫲的话，我听后不禁流下源源不绝的眼泪，

不过到最后还是脸带笑容的送我的阿嫲出殡了。

这几天很累的说，因为在阿嫲去世的时候，每天都在殡仪馆熬夜烧金纸，

都到早上才有睡。最惨的是，今天听我妈说，在这一年里我不能穿红色的衣服，

也不能去任何喜事，还有不能庆祝生日。所以没办法咯~~~

the end of the day.........................